Posted by Estella on May 8, 2006, at 18:49:16
In reply to Re: I don't understand » Estella, posted by AuntieMel on May 8, 2006, at 11:06:54
> If I did something to hurt you, I am really, really sorry.
>
> I sometimes disagree, and I enjoyed the sparring that we used to do. If I went too far with any of it, well I know it doesn't help much, but I really didn't mean to.its okay. i'm sorry. sometimes i feel like bob is just waiting for me to step one foot out of line in the sparring...
so he can move on in and block me.
i'm sorry. i don't feel safe :-( i don't feel safe here anymore :-( i don't feel safe anywhere. it isn't really the posters here. it is the blocks. yeah this place meant so much to me. but the blocks aren't worth it. they just about kill me. they do. and i think they do kill parts of me. or something. i don't know. i don't understand. but it's not safe.
and now i see what people have been going on about for years.
now i see.
the blocks aren't helping me they are killing me.
but i'm only one
and how can that compare to the possible people in bob's head?????
i've gone from trying my hardest and respecting the rules to this
and its a response to the blocking system.
i can't handle it.
yeah i know...
here is not the place.
i'm sorry.
poster:Estella
thread:640562
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20060412/msgs/641496.html