Posted by 10derHeart on July 9, 2005, at 12:40:57
In reply to Please, everyone . . ., posted by TamaraJ on July 9, 2005, at 11:23:40
....makes me feel ill. It's like I can't take a full breath, and I have a sick knot in my stomach :-(
I don't know why I read here.
I certainly can't blame anyone but myself.
I think it's partly because...
All of Babble seems like a big family/community
With just different rooms, parts or whatever...
And so I visit to learn what more I can about each and every poster
On every board - this one, too.
And it's good to understand where someone is coming from with some issue over here, when I'm talking with them on another board.But I shouldn't. It's way too sad.
I miss Larry.
I'd hate for Emmy - or ANYONE - to leave.
There's SO much leaving IRL, and it hurts so much
And now here :-(
The DNPs above are....well, shocking to me.
Guess I'm just naive and idiotic to think this could have turned out some other way.
Please, I'm not looking for anyone to tell me I'm not idiotic...and if you say I'm not naive
I'll have to shake my head and say, "oh, yes I am" because I really never anticipated this.I hope in time, people change their minds.
This is too much potential loss.
I need to find a way to block myself from just this board.
Guess I'm a hypocrite, too, since I'm posting that it's so upsetting, yet I know I'll want to still read here.
I suppose I might not be in therapy if I fully understood these kinds of contradictions in me.I do understand people are hurt and mad.
This is so, so sad.Probably no one's receptive, but
(((((((((everyone))))))))) from me anywayToo bad cyber hugs aren't powerful enough to wipe all these bad feelings away :-(
(Sorry, Dr. B, not sure if this was very Admin.)
poster:10derHeart
thread:523749
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20050628/msgs/525456.html