Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 16, 2022, at 19:51:55
In reply to Re: sleep deprivation log - 1, posted by rjlockhart37 on March 16, 2022, at 19:25:54
it all seemed to disappear by 2011, no longer spiritual paranoia, feeling that incredibly resent hateful atmosphere that broke me down, then dexedrine would wear off leaving me tired and washed out, then frequently things happened after. It was much that it tcaused psychosis, for a brief period of time. I'm saying the experience i went through thinking the trickster was possesing people, with the same smile grin, like the jokster, everywhere i went, someonen would look at me with that grin, home was no longer home, it was more like being laughed about, in a high school classroom.. Being totally deprived of love, only hate. I got through it but i rerember, but anyways i shouldnt be ranting about this, this is the internet. Keep this discreet, but that's what happened
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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