Posted by alexandra_k on February 10, 2020, at 2:08:17
In reply to Re: quick quetion about ananymous, posted by undopaminergic on February 8, 2020, at 4:50:24
I've never had cocaine so I don't know about that. I have had methamphetamine and speed, though. I liked them a lot. They make you feel very good. I have had other drugs and wondered where the high was. I never wondered where the high was with methamphetamine or speed. There the high was. I felt high. Really really really really really really good.
I did have auditory hallucinations at higher doses / over longer time periods. Mostly people asking 'why is she here?' and 'Why did you bring her for' and things like that. Very clear things that they were clearly saying. Rationally I *knew* that these were hallucinations because the people I was with would not have been so rude (even if they genuinely did not like me and wanted me to leave) but *perception-wise* they were very very vivid and compelling halluncinations. Paranoid delusions, really. It, uh, did make me feel a bit like I wanted to get myself a knife and huddle with it in self defence in the corner. Which is not very nice. Not a very nice thing to feel that one has to do, while otherwise feeling *so good*.
That's the trouble with methamphetamine. You hear people breaking and entering (then stabby stabbing people in self defence) to get stuff to sell to get more funds for more drugs... ANd you just generally hear about people having paranoid delusions and lashing out at people who were *not* trying to harm them.
The good feeling is very very addictive. And the hallucinations tend to be auditory mostly and paranoia... And people tend to self defensively lash out in ways that hurt others.
I don't know about cocaine.
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