Posted by pedr on February 2, 2019, at 19:56:00
In reply to Re: Antipsychotic-Induced Anhedonia: Rare? » pedr, posted by ed nieg on February 2, 2019, at 14:02:01
> I have bad OCD too. it's torture, the cruel irony is when you seek relief from anhedonia your OCD is almost certain to get worse; it's in these times where I feel like life is truly unnecessary.
Wow. I said the very same thing to my PDoc last week. When I'm really depressed I just don't care if I suffer more and my OCD abates. When my mood lifts, it's as if my brain sniffs out that there's something to lose - something it can take away from me. And it does. I fucking hate my brain.
I love the smell of Abilify in the morning. The smell, you know that chemical smell. Smells like victory. Some day this war's gonna end...
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