Posted by jonhed on June 29, 2016, at 15:46:13
Now i am so worried about getting rejected treatment with memantine on monday meeting, even as it was her idea.
I always get this and therefore now i'm not going to ask for more medicines.
If i get this i'm going to say "i don't want to change, if you consider changing on no grounds, then i don't want your medicines. I have to have consistency and certainty in my life, everyone does."This is because i don't want to spend 5 more years worrying about medicines, if it works it works, then leave it be for Christ sake!
I'm getting myself worked up, it's always the same thing everytime.
Cross your fingers for me please?
I want an nmda-antagonist, it is the most important decision i've ever made.
This gotta work, i've done so much research on this for over a year.
It's now or never.
I'm going to work extra at my job every day til monday just to keep myself bussy.
I see things in colors and shapes, and the regimen i hopefully have on monday is and octagon with red and glancy surface. And that's perfect.
poster:jonhed
thread:1090003
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