Posted by stargazer2 on December 22, 2013, at 13:38:26
In reply to Re: nardil frustration?Deerock » stargazer2, posted by deerock on December 11, 2013, at 3:51:39
Dee,
Hi I'm still on Nardil at 60 mg and feeling suicidal or rather that life is not worth living. I have no ability to interact with people socially, never have and wonder why I'm even trying. When I was married (3 years ago) I was depressed but not this sad and alone in life. I don't even care anymore except I'm not sure why others are able to relate to people and I find the whole process arduous and worthless.
As I said in one of my other posts (barking up the wrong tree) I feel that my depression may be from my childhood, lacking bonding and love and I never had this to give even when I was married. I want to be so different but this is the hand I was dealt except it has become too difficult to live this life now, as I live alone, don't work and have few social contacts. There is really no reason to try anymore.
Does anyone else here relate to this and think it is different than the basic depression that so many describe that has a beginning, runs its course and then is succesfully treated. This has never happened for me in 57 years. Life is just not worth it to me in my 30 years of trying find the "answer" when now I know there is not one.
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