Posted by g_g_g_unit on December 27, 2012, at 0:47:24
In reply to Re: Lifestyle » DavidSmith, posted by SLS on December 26, 2012, at 23:36:44
I just wanted to thank you all for your support and suggestions. I feel a little too overwhelmed to respond individually at this point, but I realize that I have quite a difficult decision ahead of me -- namely to continue with life, treatment and all the attendant hardship it brings -- or to surrender to my own nihilistic impulses. Right now, I feel like I'm in a hole that I'm not going to dig myself out of. I also realize that no one can make that decision for me.
It isn't so much the depression -- if it was depression alone, I could make some changes (maybe work, move out of home) which would help a lot; it's the relentless anxiety and OCD and agoraphobia which rule my life, and which I feel no reprieve from.
poster:g_g_g_unit
thread:1033817
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20121217/msgs/1033956.html