Posted by b2chica on October 3, 2012, at 11:16:49
In reply to Re: PS. what should i do? » b2chica, posted by SLS on October 3, 2012, at 9:56:02
i tried to make appt with pdoc but she madeit for the 26th of october...gee could you get any further away?
i can call again today and see if i can get in sooner.i would not loose my job if i were to go in for even a few weeks.
i never thought of going higher in the generic. course last time with the teva brand i went up to 10 and got psychosis. so i need to be careful. i was fine first couple days (like today) no psychosis symptoms. but CRAZY anxiety, earlier apathy with energy, but now energy with energy. getting agitated. took gabapentin about 1/2 hour ago.
boss left for a few hours. give me time to myself.
-seroquel gave me severe cognitive blunting but i have never tried latuda or safris. Geodon, gave me psychosis. abilify gave severe anger and agitation to well, lets just say my T was a witness to it.
and risperdal did nothing. didnt help depression or agitation, i was on that for about only a month but pdoc said that was enough. i should have seen something.anyway.
i feel like a hopeless cause lately. my sypmtoms seem so all over the place, but i think its my mind more.
can you see more specific things in me? thats why i like to post true emotions. sometimes i can track myself that way.
anyway.
i'm just debating the money issue right now.
i want to give myself one more week. trying this different generic zyprexa and see what happens. and see if i can get into pdoc sooner.thanks Scott
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The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
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