Posted by morgan miller on July 25, 2010, at 15:22:18
In reply to Re: sound familiar? » morgan miller, posted by maya3 on July 25, 2010, at 13:50:55
There are other things interfering like things I have done to myself as a result of being bipolar and neglected in certain ways during childhood. I am so uncomfortable and miserable and not feeling well in so many ways, it is difficult for me to focus on what I need to in therapy. I have been discussing this with my therapist, who is great, and he understands. I believe I am beginning to get to the point where I will start focusing on what I need to instead of focusing on everything that is wrong with me and how angry I am than any of this ever happened. I need to focus my inner subconscious anger towards my parents and learn to deal with it and channel it in a positive way instead of it being turned inward on myself. I need to focus on how I was neglected and try to heal from it so that I can start caring for and loving myself the way I should have. I love my parents and I know they love me dearly, I just think they had too much going on and did not know how to consistently nurture and love me. I believe this is an epidemic and is one of several reasons why people develop mental illness the way they do.
So you are bipolar or you do not know exactly what is going on with you? Sorry, my hurting brain can't remember if you mentioned this before.
Morgan.
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