Posted by bulldog2 on May 26, 2010, at 15:39:34
In reply to NARDIL EPIPHANY GODSENT, posted by Hunk20 on May 21, 2010, at 12:40:21
> Ok people good news..
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> im kinda doing as horrible as ever and as good as ever. I feel my heart again. I see the whole world in different eyes. I got to say this is the first time i gave any antidepressant a try and i went for the hardest but there is no more important thing than my soul to me.
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> Im feeling it, i feel all the pain, and i feel love from people who can give it and i love FEELING. I can even give a little back. To me depression is a disease of the heart. I just looked away because it was too tough to take. And i almost went down feeling it, but i will hold onto it.
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> Doing lots of therapy, letting it all out, showing people who i really am and its GOOD.
> I had an "emotion attack" shivering all over my body and singing this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kc3Za3jfvJg . It was AWESOME.
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> No i aint hypomanic, im free.
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> You hang in there guys there is hope i feel for you. You CAN get there!
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> Will check back in and tell you more if you want to.. im alone in a foreign country (usa) and im finding to myself hereYes you are connecting to the universal God. Just let go and let yourself fall and fall. You are feeling and becoming God. You are part of everything and all is part of you.You see and feel all that is false and useless and you laugh at it. You are the truth and the truth is in you. Fall..fall......You are eternal and will never die...
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