Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 14, 2009, at 20:09:35
In reply to Re: Nerve just a blew a ceruit, posted by Zyprexa on April 14, 2009, at 4:14:46
It's not medications, it's the "enviorment"
I was stupid, get out when you 18, I'm posting, apply for jobs, but, man i tell ya, it's going to have to be multiple jobs.
I never know, if something, mom makes insults, i make insults back, that truth. She takes the keys, computer, locked me out the house....so forth.
At a point, you forgive, but after repeated times. Cross, the bible, and drive, stop feeling trama, that's why you got to "leave" stuff behind, building, or a ship, it has evacuation sequence, obviously in the worst scenario. That's what the mind does to toxic memories.
I'll be ok. That time was, it's the cirumstance, of what is happening, cause and effect, so some people have an effect from 1 small cause, or just an example. Instable nuetron...just the magnetic fields repel eachother.
On my side, i've said harsh things back, because it "needed" to aware, self-denial.....and when i was a bit younger, it was better, on the other hand, HS wasnt a success, but now, friends aqaintances are the only thing i have. Yet, i didnt associate, in the "real world" much, in the past.
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I notice on thing, mood changes, say random things that make people crack up, even on the floor it's so random. But, it's bring life to whatever that situation (meeting, social).Last, if relevent, I read scipture, when nails are being spit at me, it says "remove thy self from this rebellious house" "speak deciet behind closed doors, in vainty" - They do! i hear them, that's a fact for faith.
I'll put up the exact scipture, it was Isaiah, Ephisan's, II Corninthians."Lead out of Captivity"
Take care, i'm going be fine.
rj
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