Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 12, 2009, at 14:05:18
You know,
Today i look at PB, man it has changed, i had told some people about it, and now it's a telephone, line. I mean danm what happened to all those old days, well times change, sh^t happens, gotta face the circumstance.
Alot of people here, don't rerember but i've posted here for a while. I'm just stating the facts: I walk around, my eyes get red, i lose track of time, get short of breathe, and lose thinking sometimes, usally i'll make some real intense comment to anyone, because i don't even feel with reality, it's to the point where it feels like a danm knife is going down the nerve, "darn! you forgot to do that!"
"this is why people didnt like you in the first place, get your *ss up! do it!"This time, no cry wolf anymore, i think my adrenal glands have enlarged, to the point where i'm ready for something to hit the fan, no peace. The only you can get around here, is "piece be still, just like Christ said, because you keep you call a piece of steel near the bed. That's not meaning serious, that's how i feel inside. You know what, it would better if this house just blew down, tornado hit it, Lord would save me, my but is out, live on the street. Didnt develop on time, but I do look exactly like a normal twenties looks like. I actually have changed appearance! serious.....(i actually look better now i look in the mirror, before it was just this face i hated), now, i don't have to beafriad, because i know to figure a comeback, in my own house, less than 10 seconds, usally after that. Get me that Loader from Aliens, i gotta hold back these things runnin' here. "All i want to do is back and enjoy DirectTV!" It was the best thing that happened, till this "snapper" metaphorically you have to hold back "what are you doing! give me that laptop! you are grounded"
"Well, what can say, now please slam that door and go in the other room....brat!" comes back in to start something else.Enough of the horror, scene to much of it, turn on a channel, what i do see "In Treatment".....calmly sit there, discuss life, "i have this feeling, i think i'm nervous"
If I was on there "I think i have 5 people in my head, so which one you talk to! talk about fraud, how stupid these new medication on the market are....old ones, you know, do you have any scotch Mr. Greyson, how people discuss minor issues, and make it drama. Well, I've lived a jet-fueled life, on the edge, let's turn on the edge by the way...to quiet in here. Be back next week with a 10 page anayasis, put into psychiatric professional review. Get da Pictura?You know, i go out in public, put sunglasses on, depends what i'm in, and then people follow me. Well, at least this is something worth living for! stop copying my style!
Besides that, this is proably this biggest Mt st. Helen's i've blown in about 3 years, well, a year ago something happened.
Fact of the matter, one thing, i'll just give some THERPIST's some adivce: know the patient personally, if they go on, say get the point (self-learned) Make a joke, rotate to their situation, maybe get a picture of it. Instead of "What I see...(what are you the grandmaster or something?) you need to slow down"
Slow Down.....what is that definition to you? gettings thing's done, slow down to where i can't focus? or slow down just right here in the room? I'll do that, but you know doc, let me a smaratin to you, When you have anxiety, and nothing, no even when that Scotch bottle is empty....been there.
"Lay down, tell everything to shut up, if you have to yell them the other room, it's worked for me..., shut the door, think of someplace, that at one time, you had peace, or if you didnt...."create, visulaize being somewhere else, In a loft, quiet, looking out at how gloomy the city is..., or dream of the friends, or people that are supportive (that's sad, but in WCS's, it works) vent out, brain waves slow down, and your back to reality"
Don't throw life's stones that hit, on someelse, that's a big no, called the Southpole "repel".2nd, give a therpist what you see, sometimes there's been coiencdences, talk about thining about the equation of the issue, understanding, this is called "going in circles" because it's conformatable, no strain, stress, feel like even worse after leave, but sometime's life is realted to logic, emotions are much more "dynamic" and hard to reason with sometimes. Depending on, what's going on, what happened, who you see yourself as...., etc.
Now, after you have slowed down, given some advice, he/she may stare at you...
yo! did you hear half what i said?I'll you next week....take care of yourself, "I will, next time, my car may fly off a bridge, and i'll save myself, by the way "Worst Scenario Case Guide" pop it, here's something i thought i'd give you for apprieation.
Have a Great day, Mcchhh take care of yourself.
By the way, had break from some people, they just by couincedience walk in the door....alright! what blew up?
rj
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