Posted by your#1fan on March 22, 2008, at 22:53:50
In reply to Re: mental feelings » your#1fan, posted by Maxime on March 22, 2008, at 12:53:02
right now there is confidencial stuff im in. But i do have aS symdrome, this doctor diagnosed me, i do belive i have ADHD, but its a SYMPTOM broken from AS syndrome, that why my whole life is just anxiety, not focusing, repeating myself over and over again, because i think about the SAME thing over again. Thats why i thought i had Obessive thoughts, i would focus on something, anyhting, antenna's, stupid things that didnt have much intrest in the social norm.
This doctor know's very well because after a long session and diagnoses, he came up with the conclusion i had this disorder, now im not stopping here, my family is going to get me proper help.
I just feel like im a kid, and i mask reality as an adult, but really im its fear, intense fear. I do suffer from bad anxiety, just like psychical pain, i have anxiety that will drive me to where my nerves control me.
Right now, im struggling to just keep up with what happening, i smile, i LOOK normal, but i feel very anxious all the time, and i have to live like this. But there are peak periods when my anxiety get out of control and will result in a panic attack(s), i have now learned self-control to hold myself from showing people im anxious, i hide it, just like hiding a disease, i hide back my fear and act confident.
Im going to trust my family for help, because i need it bad.
But thank you all, at this time i cant sit and type to everyone, because, i cant tell you, its confidencial. But thank you for everyone.
Good Night,
your#1fan
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