Posted by your#1fan on March 22, 2008, at 1:09:12
In reply to Funny you should mention that... » your#1fan, posted by Racer on March 22, 2008, at 0:35:14
racer, thanks for always responding, but this doctor finally dianosed me with the correct disorder. That is why i have been distant from people, thats why i was always knew i there was something wrong in life....
*****Autistic difficulties manifest largely in social interactions, and certain sensory quirks.
--someone i know much told me this. After i was diagnosed. I do miss alot of ques and quirks, thats why im so slow, and "special", man i dont want to be special, i want to be normal, but if you read i have to CONTANT LY have emotional support from other....to cope in life, if i dont then my mind will litterly created 2 other people inside my head that have names, they preferable are not personalites, there other "me's" saying "you doing a good job". When i have no one else left...
No i dont do not think your retared....i think you have a better brain i do.Being autistic and knowing now is going to be hard because im always going to know im "spececial", and know i need to get help for it, but thank GOD i found it out by a good doctor.
I always seem to be scared by reality, thats why it seems to go away for a little bit, i have anxiety attacks that come on from feeling "not real" ill stare for a long time, and think im not real, or im not in my body. Even im talking 1000miles an hour.
But my family will support me. I know it.
Thanks, and i proably cant respond to people as much as i used to because of confidencail stuff. So wish me luck.......
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