Posted by alienatari on October 15, 2007, at 21:52:52
In reply to If your out there, please help me., posted by your#1fan on October 15, 2007, at 20:59:35
I hope you feel better soon *hugs*
> I just got out of a horrible state of an emotions, i cant describe the intense emotional pain that i have, im still crying as im typing this.
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> Something happened today in collage that set it off, i cant describe this intense cry im having, i just can't stop it. I went to bed thinking of all the pains and regrets that have happened in my life. I rerember them, buetifulify, i had a song that was playing in my head that wouldnt stop, it just made me in a way glad, but a wonderful, painful emotion.
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> I cried on Xanax bad, it didnt help.
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> Walking around around the house and rerembering my once memory, and having a song playing my head, it was the most wonderful, painful, emotion. Now im just trying to hold my emotion back before i, go out again, singing, then crying at the same time hard.
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> I know that life will go on after this.......i just dont see where it will go.
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> On a more personal note, i would like to say to you personally reading this......thank you....and like to say to all readers, im smiling at you right now, and i love you.
> Goodbye for now....
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> a #1fan
poster:alienatari
thread:789485
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20071009/msgs/789498.html