Posted by Larry Hoover on August 14, 2007, at 11:02:48
In reply to AD Fear - The Missing Link *Trigger*, posted by Fivefires on August 13, 2007, at 20:52:29
Sorry to hear you're in a mess. {{{{{5f}}}}}
Okay, I'm confused.
If this is true...
> In a non-AD (I’m not on an antidepressant.) state like I’m in right now, I can have periodic suici*al ideation, but rationally tell myself I am loved and I love and I want to stay until it’s my time to go and I’m cool.
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> But, when I’m on an AD and have periodic suicidal ideation ‘the rational link’ which tells me I am loved and love and I want to stay until it’s my time, is nowhere to be found.
....then this seems to contradict the above....> Anyway, obviously, I’m going to need to choose an AD to get rid of nasty nowhere-getting thoughts.
> But, I am alone and I have to do this. I have no other choice. I’ve got to choose an AD to give me a jump start to move on.
I know that feeling well. It's a highly focussed realization of need.
> Or, I could go w/ Effexor-XR for the, I think maybe, 5th time.Tried and true?
I hope you feel better, and soon.
Lar
poster:Larry Hoover
thread:776102
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