Posted by rjlockhart on June 3, 2007, at 1:03:26
In reply to Re: Nope, that's not what I'd say... » rjlockhart, posted by Racer on June 2, 2007, at 20:33:11
Racer,
Listen im not at all trying to confuse you at all, its me maybe thats not reading what your trying to say maybe. I have trouble reading articles in collage, i dont get the point, thats why i feel i need something to help, Wellbutrin, Strattera, Provigil, Dexedrine, anything that will improve my cognitive thinkning.
Sometimes when i read a long post, i will have to go back and read it because i forgot what someone was trying to tell me, or inform me. That is why sometimes why people dont respond to my posts.
I have anxiety alot, (by the way i just got pulled over for not having my seat belt on and the officer thought i was on speed because i had an anxiety attack, i told him i take Xanax and showed him, i was disordanized i didnt know to, i was so confused, he let me go but with a seat belt ticket) I get anxiety when im on the spot, and people wonder whats wrong with me.
Let me go back and read the post, OH when i had 12 hour training for Vector marketing, OMG !!! I could not, i smoked so many ciggarettes on my breaks, i couldnt handle the trillions of inforamtion about statistics and sales that they presented, every one said "im glad i took a double dose of my adderall" i was jealous because i did it with nothing. I was like WHAT page, WHAT? what where? where are we?! god that was horrible day, anything to help me focus, that was the time i needed it the most. I forgot some of what they said and i had to call my boss who got mad at me for not paying attention in meetings.
Dexedrine is impossible at this point, so there are other options, Wellbutrin, Strattera, or Provigil (which i doubt since my mother doesnt allow any stimulants)
And like i said im living under her house hold.
I cant and i am tired with fighting with her. Just let it be like it is right now.
So please read this and try to understand it.
Thanks
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:760114
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20070524/msgs/760986.html