Posted by rjlockhart on June 2, 2007, at 2:26:20
In reply to Nope, that's not what I'd say..., posted by Racer on May 30, 2007, at 22:03:41
racer,
thank you this long post.
I read it its 2:00am in morning.
Racer, listen can i get some thing straight, not in a rude manner, but stimulants (dextroamphetamine) i was on nearly 10 years, it helped me get things together, i mean i am so disorganized i dont know to, i cant stay on one task, i mean i wished i could tell you how many things it helped me with, with out it know life is so miserable. I did yes enjoy the buzz it brought, but that's not the main reason that im saying that it benefits me because it helped me very much with meetings, class, homework, O-R-G-A-N-I-Z-I-N-G i mean today i am just saying "prove your self wrong" and say i can do it with out with out anyhting to help me focus (anything). Then i disappoint myself.
I have a very, i mean im not a doctor, but im telling you i have bad ADHD - Bipoler conditions, the ADHD is really what needs to treated.
But racer i have learned throught adaptation to deal with out stimulants how to socialize, live life, when i first got off them cold turkey that was a time of misery, pure misery. I was disabled,
Prozac actually improves my symtoms of not being miserable, or seeing life through a distorted view, it almost some times promotes "life euphoria". It has helped me thought this, and Xanax.
Also i dont really want to say how many times my mom has dropped the f bomb when she is mad.
I became fast witted living with an arguementive home.
I would really have to put up a big fight with her, same with my stepdad, she has to be control. But at the same time my mother has a touchy side, she cares, she doesnt understand, i mean its like talking to a brick wall or a nazi when argueing, there is no convicing.
Thats the reason right now.
I gotta go my cat just really stunk up the house.
Matt
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