Posted by KayeBaby on April 11, 2007, at 11:44:05
In reply to Re: Update!, posted by jealibeanz on April 11, 2007, at 4:11:15
JB,
I understand how you feel. I really do.
So, I will give you the same advice a really brillaint friend gave me in the same sort of situation.This doesn't have to be an all or nothing deal, you know. Do the best you can with what you have got.
I felt crushed when I have been in similar situations.
It seems like every time I tentively reach out for help (hard for me) someone just slaps my hand.Im so afraid to ask, to reveal myself or to put myself in someone eles hands that I am highly sensitive to the smallest faltering of that person. I take it very personally.
I am independant by nature. My motto is never allow yourself to need something that you cannot provide for yourself. You can only rely on yourself.
All well and good except for the fact that I was handicapped by this mindset. Humans are interdependant, social creatures. I need too many things that I cannot provide for myself. AND I have cut my nose off to spite my face so many times I can hardly breath.
Your Dr. is not perfect but he has been caring with you. Work with what you got for YOU. He will believe as he will. So what.
Get what necessary meds you can from him. If you cannot get something from him that you need get it elswhere.
Don't make your life any harder than it has to be, sweetie. You are working your tail off as it is. You are smart, you care about your life and you are in control. Don't doubt yourself. ok?
I am feeling for you.
Peace,
Kaye
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