Posted by chiron on April 1, 2007, at 0:05:29
In reply to Re: I was just thinking of my life before depression., posted by deniseuk190466 on March 27, 2007, at 15:56:11
I love some of these statements:
Oh for the days, when I was actually terrified of dying and didn't fantasise about it.
Oh for the days when I empathised when somebody had died instead of feeling secretly envious
Oh for the days when I looked forward to something other than my next Psychiatrist appointment.For me, I have no memory of those days ever existing. It's good to hear I am not alone in my "weirdness zone" that makes me feel separate from normal society. I don't understand how people go through life without constantly trying to figure out its meaning and just go on their day-to-day merry way. I would assume I wouldn't be so consumed with analyzing everything about life if I found pleasure and happiness in it. The pain presses me with a need to understand WHY we have to live and is there any meaning for it?
happy people = love life & be grateful - mood challenged = why, what, when
poster:chiron
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