Posted by Squiggles on November 3, 2006, at 8:48:03
In reply to Best way of killing myself, posted by FrequentFryer on November 2, 2006, at 21:28:40
> Im 23 have no money, no car, no friends, no where to live my parents don't wanna know me and have pretty much kicked me out, Iv'e had major depression, and Social anxiety for the last ten years, Iv'e tried every anti depressant there is and none of them work, even @ max dose.
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> I might be able to get acces to a shotgun, or I could jump in front of a bus, I dont like that idea to much though cos Its posible Ill bounce of it and not hit the tyres... I wanna go out with no pain.
> I can get access to 25mg of Alprazolam (xanax), 200mg's of clonazapam (klonopin) and a bottle of Bourbon & I should pas out comfortably & not wake up
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> Thats what would happen yeah?
That your state has not improved for such
a long time is a testament to the failure
of psychiatric health care. I think it
would drive anyone to the brink of wanting
to kill himself. You have my sympathies.As for killing yourself, it's risky -- you may
fail and just get brain damage instead by
botching it. Also, it is a greater burden on
those you leave behind and may lead them to
suicide.The best thing to do, imho, is to go to
Psychiatric Emergency of a hospital near you --
look it up on the net for a number. Or just
get in a cab, go there, and say I'm suicidal;
my drugs suck; can you help me;I hope things work out.
Take care
Squiggles
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