Posted by yxibow on November 3, 2006, at 2:21:15
In reply to Best way of killing myself, posted by FrequentFryer on November 2, 2006, at 21:28:40
> Im 23 have no money, no car, no friends, no where to live my parents don't wanna know me and have pretty much kicked me out, Iv'e had major depression, and Social anxiety for the last ten years, Iv'e tried every anti depressant there is and none of them work, even @ max dose.
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> I might be able to get acces to a shotgun, or I could jump in front of a bus, I dont like that idea to much though cos Its posible Ill bounce of it and not hit the tyres... I wanna go out with no pain.
> I can get access to 25mg of Alprazolam (xanax), 200mg's of clonazapam (klonopin) and a bottle of Bourbon & I should pas out comfortably & not wake up
Not going to answer to your plans as noted. There are crisis hotlines in most civilized places and I am judging by your spelling that you are in England. There surely should be some. If you're this far in your thoughts, go to a hospital now, unless you can control them through a hotline. This is not a forum for discussing offing oneself, and this isn't a moral issue. Its about life, and the wonderousness that it is, regardless of the depth of ones soul that they think hath fallen. You will find it again.And there will be a combination of something that will work, eventually. Meanwhile your top priority is ensuring your safety, which is presumably why you are posting here. Your hospital will work with you from there.
Best wishes and there are plenty of nice people here to converse with by email if you choose to, but first post haste to either a hotline or a hospital or both.
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