Posted by Maxime on August 23, 2006, at 23:29:39
In reply to I agree: Who cares about weight if med helps? » Racer, posted by UgottaHaveHOPE on August 23, 2006, at 20:59:11
> I agree. I would rather be overweight and stable, than looking like a model and feeling terrible. I always take the meds. Besides, more of me to LOVE
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> :)I'm anorexic! I hate myself and the way I look. I feel and look HUGE. I can't look in the mirror. I eat less than 300 calories a day. I exercise. I abuse ephedra and laxatives. Yes, I know better ... but my brain doesn't. And there is nothing glamourous about anorexia and being told I look like I have cancer (which isn't the case now but I am working on it). I've gone into cardiac arrest from laxative abuse.
I need my eating disorder. I NEED IT! No one can take it away from me. NO ONE!
I've had it. I hate this place!
Maxime
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