Posted by 4WD on July 7, 2005, at 21:38:59
In reply to cutting :(, posted by alienatari on July 7, 2005, at 5:02:59
> I feel really depressed again all of a suden. I dont know why my moods are so up and down. I feel like cutting so badly. But i didnt. I wont.
> I took some valium and will take my normal dose later, but I dont think valium does anything for me anymore :( Are there any other long-acting benzo's that are a bit stronger than valium? Ones that are not as addictive as xanax and ativan? (my pdoc wont perscribe them).
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> I upped my Clomipramine to 200mg per day, which is what my doctor wanted. I hope it helps.
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> I gave the razor blades to my mother to throw out. She is upset that I had them but glad they are gone :(
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> sorry
> take care all
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> Chris
Wow. I'm impressed. I know how hard it is to control an urge like that. It was really strong of you to give up your razor blades. You've made a big step forward. Keep going. And no need to apologize. It's not your fault and it's not something you just chose to have to deal with.Marsha
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