Posted by Phillipa on May 18, 2005, at 20:17:36
In reply to Morning Terror. Please, please read this., posted by 4WD on May 17, 2005, at 22:21:29
Marsha, When it gets dark and it's okay to be inside and doing nothing I seem to be better. Like when it's daytime I should be productive. I don't want to clean, I don't work anymore, I follow my husband to work. He is a graphics designer painter on boats. Very talented. He went to work on his own because of me. My clinginess and having to have him home by a certain hour. Until he was home I rode my bike around and around because I was scared to be in the house alone. Now that he's working on his own I can go with him and I just do "grunt" work or something. I was a very successful Rn, and expert witness in malpractice cases able to testify in court. And I always won our cases. Then I started small dose of paxil l0mg with the benzos I've taken for years. Since then it's been downhill. I don't know if it's the meds or not that calm me down. Because there is added stress in my life now I took an ambien last night with the valium and still woke up. So I tried some chloral hydrate then. The same thing. So I really don't think it's the meds. Does anyone have an answer? Feel free to Babblemail me anytime. Fondly, Phillipa
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