Posted by bethola291 on November 28, 2004, at 19:54:55
In reply to Re: seeking insight with brain fog/depression/sleep... » bethola291, posted by SDA on November 25, 2004, at 3:51:20
yea no speed.. but lots of cocaine.. so it might as well have been speed.. im not gonna "be me" again but im working on liking who iam now.
i have been clean for almost a yr so yes time is on my side so i can only wait and see where my thoughts and actions ( and symptoms i guess ) take meas far as ending life and whatnot.. i had a very close family member go out like that- and we are all part of a game-dont let life get the better bc then "it" wins.. and no there is so much more than this, whatever is is ur doing..
ever jst want to move away.. like ok thing are ok- but who knows that if we could actually go where ours hearts and minds take us.. i wanna head west somewhat, i live in nj, maybe other side of Pa, maybe towards chicago.. maybe north to canada, or south to australia.. jst to see waht my life maybe offered there ya kno..
as far as words last time.. no worries- we all have those days.. and those moments and thats why we all talk here..
i wish these headaches would go away
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