Posted by bethola291 on November 24, 2004, at 20:23:06
In reply to Re: seeking insight with brain fog/depression/sleep... » bethola291, posted by SDA on November 23, 2004, at 4:07:15
iam new to world of sobrity. its something i fought with for about a yr until i could get it right( i mean im still fighting but)i have been clean for about a yr. part of me says its my own aftereffects that cause my issues but im not so sure.
and although i have never been on these "mind alterning" meds as u call them.. streets drugs have the same effect. they alter my reality in ways that, at least, felt benificial.im sry ull never get back what u have lost.. and 1 thing that keeps me moving everyday.. not jst from the little demons in me i deal with, but the big demons outside too, is the fact i can keep my head up regardless of anything. ill get up tomorow and be happy that iam here,on this 1 and only ride- and i will continue to make hte best of it and smile because iam here..
easier said than done i know. but i have accepted to fight my battle by being here today.
i was excited to post and jst the fact that i stumbled upon this site makes me feel not alone, and even if we never find a cure to our personal aligments- it makes me feel better.
RENE DESCARTES said it best- i think therefor iam.
btw- ben folds ROCKS!!
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