Posted by katia on November 10, 2004, at 13:33:22
In reply to Re: Needing support/shamanic healing? » katia, posted by Barbaracat on November 10, 2004, at 13:10:19
Hi Barbara,
You said it sister. I think a lot of us sensitive folks are down and out since the election. I am, you are, another friend of mine is holing up alone; not returning calls. It happened alongside the hour turning back too. And Barb, I do think you made a difference. It's just a long process of evolution. Things don't change instantly. I think we are at the cusp of a consciousness change and whenever there is movement away from the status quo, there is intense resistance. I think that is one of the reasons why HALF the country voted for that administration. I'm looking at this as part of evolution.there are so many influences. I am trying so hard not to go into that dark place; whatever it is that is causing it! It's too scary. I've got to work, bills to pay,, etc. It gets so scary when I feel I can crumble like this, because who will take care of everything? I'm a single homeowner with no boyfriend and family far away.
I accidentally took a double dose of paxil yesterday and today is a bit better. I wonder if that did it. I may double my dose from now on. I'm also trying to not feed it. So I'm waking up and turning on lights, playing music instead of total silence and darkness and coldness all the time and strecthing and forcing myself to take walks. It's like I have to ride it out from November to March is the dark corner I have to round every year.
take good care Barb--if we feel like it maybe we can see each other over Thanksgiving.
Thinking of you-
Katia
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