Posted by denise1904 on November 5, 2004, at 9:09:27
In reply to unbelievably messed up, posted by linkadge on November 1, 2004, at 14:22:29
Linkadge,
Just wanted to say that your post could have been written by myself I've felt exactly as you sound in your note. The wanting to die but the terror of going to hell particularly struck a chord but I used to scare myself into thinking I WAS actually in hell and that was precisely it.
I know it's so easy to say but don't give up because something will come along, you're not imagining all this, there has to be an explanation and one day (hopefully soon) somebody will come up with it, if they can grow body parts and grow new blood from stem cells then they can start coming up with some answers on mental illness. Have you tried raising the dose of the Celexa and what about just taking 10mg of Zyprexa now and again just to quell the suicidal thoughts, it really used to help me. Just take it one day at a time (in the words of that song) :-)
Denise
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