Posted by chemist on May 6, 2004, at 2:19:11
In reply to Re: Celexa and Ecstasy(MDMA), posted by niche on May 6, 2004, at 0:50:25
> Thank you all so much for your followup. It's greatly appreciated!
> DENIAL is the word. I have done a lot of research on E. I've been to "dancesafe" quite frequently and read that other substances go into it... BUT...in my mind my pill didn't. I acted and reacted and recovered differently from my friends who had graduated from E to Meth and Cocaine. I 'seemed' to be more in control.In hindsight, my pills where not pure, cause I'm not sure whether MDMA keeps you going for a couple of days, or whether it gives you that much euphoria or that much speediness that you get on your own nerves. Or whether it puts you in sooo much delirium when it's wearing off that you don't know who or where you are. Or whether it can cause that much of a craving. Whatever it is, I took a gamble and I'm definitely suffering the consequences. I don't wish this upon anyone. I do want people to read this and RETHINK. Don't do it!
> And "psychosage" I hear you. I don't know how hard 'balance' is going to be when my husband is opening a club in 2 months and everybody I know is on some kind of a drug. We'll see.
> For the time being, I am isolating myslef, on Klonopin, and waiting to see what damage control Celexa will do.
> Again thank you all!
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do the right thing and stay away from ``MDMA,'' i use quotes because you are clearly not getting the real thing, and even if you were, you would need to be watched closely by a pharmacopsychiatrist. the embarassing study of MDMA in primates - published in Science, September 27, 2003 by researchers at johns hopkins - was retracted when they learned that the MDMA used - which resulted in the death of 1 of 5 primates (squirrel monkeys) and incapacitation of another - was actually methamphetamine, not MDMA. the results are compelling, nonetheless, as they inadvertantly did a study of the effects of methamphetamine: the most commonly-found impurity in illicitly-prepared ``MDMA.'' conclusions: continued methamphetamine abuse leads to disorders associated with dopamine and serotonin depletion. as i have stated earlier, i will not divulge any synthetic routes for the manufacture of any substance - here or anywhere - but as a card-carrying ph.d. with a strong background in drug discovery, quantum physics, and chemistry, i can assure you that the people out there making ``MDMA'' are not getting yields in the range comparable to phamaceutical-grade MDMA and worse, they do not know how to ``clean up'' their product. i won't take it, never have, and don't ask about synthesis of the ``good stuff.'' there is positive correlation between lack of knowledge of organic synthesis and undereducation or complete lack thereof. watch the news about the idiots who use ether to...oops, gotta go...all the best, chemist
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