Posted by mystic on March 2, 2004, at 18:15:56
In reply to Re: Mystic, please post today -- Mystic » mystic, posted by LynneDa on March 2, 2004, at 17:40:57
Thank you Lynne...Thank you so much...My phobia is just that the meds are for your mind and I hate not having control that is where the anxiety comes in...My childhood was very horrible and that is where it came from but I dont want to dwell on that I want to get past it and move on...So my plan was to take the meds and get to some good counceling that would take care of the problem not the past and to figure out why the anxiety is that bad where I want to commit suicide...I have been on the Lexapro 10mgs for 3 weeks actually all together will be 4 weeks tomorrow started on 5mgs..and trying to deal with the side effects and adding the xanax is soo hard. I do know that I was feeling great last week and then I crashed again..I have a lot on my plate right now and it doesnt make things easier...I try to take care of everyone and then I get this way...So to answer the question about why I have a phobia about the meds is because of the lose of control..After my childhood any lose of control scares me to death..I read the posts and I get inspiration and help ...tremendous help that someone understands and is willing to help..If you havent been through anxiety/depression there is just no way of knowing what people go through it is impossible to explain or to know...and people here know and help...Thank you soooo much Lynne your an angel...Mystic
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