Posted by CherC68 on July 21, 2003, at 13:45:35
In reply to Re: speaking of tuna, posted by Susy on July 20, 2003, at 23:10:42
Susy, you are probably right.
I'm not on any medication anymore but an occasional xanax and its been almost 3 years since the last time I tried to commit suicide.
I came to Babble because I was on Effexor and wanted to learn about it. I have had anxiety attacks and depression since I was four years old - and no matter what is going on in my life I'm not happy anyway, so I just try to deal with it.
It's been almost 20 years since I was raped by the two guys and I only have one panic attack a day instead of 4 or 5.
Its already been 7 years since I was married and used to get an occasional beating by my ex-husband.
I've had almost 4 years to get over having uteran cancer.
I've had 26 years since my best friend, my cousin Dale was killed in a car accident and 33 years since my two little best friends died in the fire next door to my house and my house caught on fire
BUT....I can't seem to get over these things, on top of the pain in my hands.
Thursday my town had something a micro burst tornados, etc. and its been declared a disaster area - but...we will get no help by insurance company or the governmen. WE lost a lot of material things, which is no biggie, but it was hard work.
My husband and son are gone until Wed and last night we had a storm and the water in my basement is up to my knees. I had power at least and my dog here for company but our sump pump broke and now i'm flooded and have nobody right now to help, so I'm tired and thought i'd catch up on posts in between bailing out the water.
Sorry about complaining when I know so many other people on here are having a worse time and worse things going on in there life, so the reason I was on here was because I thought I found some people that understood things I was going through.
The thoughts I have are way too crazy for Babble, its to the point I need to probably check in, having a house and husband and child even though they love you, doesn't always help.
I hope you do well Susy and everyone thanks for listening again.
Hugs, Cher
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