Posted by bpdzone2000 on January 9, 2003, at 19:24:58
In reply to Re: bipolar/marijuana » bpdzone2000, posted by justyourlaugh on January 9, 2003, at 17:56:45
jyl,
thanks for writing, interesting you mention "balance". I'm o.k. most of the time in the morning. Things go from there up or down depending on my day. My mind can get real racey,It can be real disturbing thoughts that throw me into a black hole of hoplessness. I too can get real anxious all of a sudden, and feel like I want to just explode with anger. I am scared to allow these feelings come out because I feel like I am going to go crazy or do something stupid. These feelings get very intense and I am very ashamed of them.
Pot takes the edge off the anger/depression.
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