Posted by Mr Cushing on November 30, 2002, at 11:55:57
In reply to Re: Is there ever a normal after BP - fluffy, posted by fluffy on November 30, 2002, at 11:21:39
Great to hear that you're doing better today Katy. I've been kind of cycling like crazy over the past week myself. Today I feel really depressed, like no energy, don't want to do anything but lie around and watch TV, slept like 11 hours straight last night, etc. Personally, I think my body is telling me that I shouldn't be smoking so much Mary Jane anymore. That's depressing in itself, but we'll see how I do with a break from that. If I feel immensely better tomorrow then today is most likely from that.I know I'm mixed when it comes to labels. I remember my PDoc reading out this big list of symptoms and asking me if I had ever experienced anything similar to that. For just about every one I'm like, yep, and then would give her about 3-4 examples. Her response... well... you are definitely Bi-Polar, no question about that lol...
The hardest part I think about getting used to living with this is all the adjustments that I have to make in my life to ummmmm, support my mental health (?). My last 12 years or so anyways have been like a big long scary rollercoaster ride. I find that a lot of my old memories are starting to come back to me now though. I still have trouble remembering quite a bit from the point that I was like 14 till I was 20, but more and more memories are coming back now. If I ever get them all straightened out, I should definitely write a book about them though lol...
Where in Texas are you anyways? I'm in Ottawa, Ontario... and it's FREEZING up here right now so you're lucky to be where it's warm all year
Anyways, just rambling on today, so I guess I should stop now.....
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