Posted by Anna P. on April 24, 2001, at 15:57:20
In reply to Re: Buprenorphine, My experience , posted by SalArmy4me on April 23, 2001, at 2:13:05
> Get the methadone in Mexico. I could tell you details about how I went there a couple times to purchase medications there that I couldn't afford in the U.S. I also bought medicines that weren't available in the U.S. like moclobemide and reboxetine.
>
> > I eventually got a hold of some buprenorphine. It was awful.
> >
> > It made me extremely tired. No energy at all. Zoned out. But when it came time to go to bed, I couldn't sleep. I just laid there on my back (never moved) all night while my brain buzzed
> > like radio static interspersed with waves of depression (reliving all my failures). Eyes open. By morning I had a raging headache and was vomiting. I was sick as a dog. It took three days
> > for me to get right.
> >
> > That was my first experience with a mixed agonist-antagonist opiate. And boy you can have em! How they figure buprenorphine as a possible antidepressant is beyond me. They also
> > want to use it to treat heroin addiction. HA! I don't see that at all.
> >
> > Methadone is the only medication that "cured" my depression, social anxiety, ADD. For the first and only time in my life (I'm 47y//o) I got motivated, had the courage and strength to go
> > out and get a job. It lasted as long as I was on methadone. When I had to move here and get off methadone (no clinic for 100miles) I retreated back into my old self. I rarely even come
> > out of my room now, 6 yrs later. I'm dying without it. An insecure recluse.
> >
> > I've wished for some kind of cancer or other terminal illness sos I could get a methadone script.
> >
> > The only hope for me, if I can't get back on methadone, is reincarnation. I prey that it's real.
> > It's my last hope.
Thank you for your response. I'm affraid of Methadone somehow. Is it worse than Buprenorphine in terms of addiction?
Is Buprenorphine available in Mexico?
I also got some meds in Mexico before.Anna P.
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