Posted by shar on June 24, 2000, at 15:43:40
In reply to Re: Mileage, the BEAST, creativity--and survival ...., posted by harry b. on June 24, 2000, at 10:35:52
Harry,
I think you are on track with identifying all of "this" as a quest. And, to me, a quest is intrinsically hopeful. I believe that when we have no hope we don't move forward, we are not looking for anything...we surrender, and are paralyzed.
I have always liked the idea of looking at life as a journey, or as a quest. I think that implies some choice in the paths we choose through our lives. Whether we choose to let our depression immobilize us, or if we will, instead, try to find a way to feel better, and continue to move forward.
I don't feel particularly hopeful most of the time. That is, I am not an optimist. But I know that every time I go to therapy, every time I talk to my pdoc, every time I take my meds, it is a Manifestation of hope.
I believe the same about you. You may not consciously feel hopeful that the future will be bright, but your behaviors are those of a person who chooses a path to wellness. I think that is hope inside of you.
Just my (verbose) opinion. You are working hard right now! I hope you see the progress as you make it.
Take care!
Shar
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