Posted by judy1 on May 8, 2000, at 13:33:17
In reply to Judy Chris A…, posted by Janice on May 7, 2000, at 22:33:15
One of my previous pdocs, I forget which one, strongly recommended I attend a bipolar group he ran for support. I remember saying I didn't want anyone to know I had bipolar disorder and he, totally confused, replied " but everyone there has it." This board is the perfect support group- knowledgeable, compassionate and above all for me anonymous.
Chris- Thank you for the wonderful suggestions, I'm so impressed with how supportive your husband is. I think I have alienated mine with my manic episodes, as I did my first husband. I'm grateful he stays around for our son, and pray that continues.
Abby- My thyroid tested right in the middle of normal range and I've always tended to be more manic than depressed- do you think it still would be worth investigating?
Janet- I don't think you could have given a better description of a manic episode and I agree I probably ignore the warning signs because it feels too good. Once I get into that part where I really am out of control, it's too late, the damage is done. I guess the key is to trust someone enough to intervene, and maybe the mood chart will help.
Janice- I worry dexedrine will just push me up further- I know you have ADHD and that is probably why it helps you. I abused cocaine for years trying to extend my mania, and it worked pretty well.
Again, thank you all. I'm in one of my sleep 20 hours/day mode- I'm sure you can all identify. Take care.
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