Posted by NikkiT on April 5, 2000, at 11:58:43
OK.. Well, I honestly, very much believe, I do want to leave my husband. I am fed up of being put down, talked down to, being told how useless I am, and also - when trying to epxlain how I feel, being told I have nothing to be depressed about.
The thing is, I don't know how to do it. We've only been married 4 1/2 months, and I know I'm going to get alot of hassle for doing it, lose alot of people close to me because of it, lose my home and bed.
I feel stuck between two awful things, neither of which I can face fully. But then I'm worried that it's the depression and everything making me feel like this, and I should stick it out.
Does anyone else want a magic fairy to come and wave a magic wand.. That seems the only way out of this right now. I so, so desperately want to be happy, but my husband says "like it or lump it"... Will I ever feel happy again??
poster:NikkiT
thread:28950
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