Posted by Cindy W on February 11, 2000, at 22:20:14
In reply to Daily Report, posted by harry b. on February 11, 2000, at 20:55:38
> Hello,
> Oddly, this board has become a daily must read. Anyway,
> I made it into work again, 2 days in a row! I saw my
> psychologist today, went thru my crisis with him, told
> him about my suicide ideation, was chastised for not
> telling him about it when I called him Monday. He
> also advised me to contact my friend, to try to talk
> about our friendship with him. I can't do that right now,
> much as I'd like to, because further rejection would
> definitely push me over the edge. I'll wait. Maybe he'll
> call me one day.
>
> I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for next Monday
> to get a better opinion on what meds I should be taking,
> I don't like my family doc's approach to it.
>
> Really going to push the envelope this weekend. A club
> I belong to, but which I haven't participated in for
> several years, is having a banquet Saturday evening. I
> had not planned to go, but I decided today to go to it.
> Maybe I can get my mind off my troubles for awhile.
> There is another banquet, work related, on Sunday. I
> had not planned to go to that either but I put myself
> on the list today. 2 banquets in 2 days, whew. Maybe
> I'm fooling myself and they will both be disastrous,
> and I'll end up sitting alone at a table and crying,
> but I will try. Will let you know how I make out.
>
> Noa, I read your post, sorry you are feeling so low.
> I'm not in a position to offer advise on meds but I
> wish you the best.
>
harry b, glad to hear you're doing things to get better! Hope your pdoc is able to help with a good medication. Glad to hear you're going to keep active this weekend. More hugs and kisses!--Cindy W
>
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