Posted by harry b. on February 11, 2000, at 20:55:38
Hello,
Oddly, this board has become a daily must read. Anyway,
I made it into work again, 2 days in a row! I saw my
psychologist today, went thru my crisis with him, told
him about my suicide ideation, was chastised for not
telling him about it when I called him Monday. He
also advised me to contact my friend, to try to talk
about our friendship with him. I can't do that right now,
much as I'd like to, because further rejection would
definitely push me over the edge. I'll wait. Maybe he'll
call me one day.I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for next Monday
to get a better opinion on what meds I should be taking,
I don't like my family doc's approach to it.Really going to push the envelope this weekend. A club
I belong to, but which I haven't participated in for
several years, is having a banquet Saturday evening. I
had not planned to go, but I decided today to go to it.
Maybe I can get my mind off my troubles for awhile.
There is another banquet, work related, on Sunday. I
had not planned to go to that either but I put myself
on the list today. 2 banquets in 2 days, whew. Maybe
I'm fooling myself and they will both be disastrous,
and I'll end up sitting alone at a table and crying,
but I will try. Will let you know how I make out.Noa, I read your post, sorry you are feeling so low.
I'm not in a position to offer advise on meds but I
wish you the best.
poster:harry b.
thread:21208
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