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Posted by AdaGrace on April 11, 2005, at 10:26:48
When I was 80, fat and ugly with no hair.
You said you'd love me anyway.
You said you'd hold me when we no longer could have sex. You said you would just hold me anyway.But that's 40 years away, and you didn't even last 6 months after you said that.
You killed me the day I found out about her.
You killed me.
I am no longer the strong woman you knew and whom I became proud to be.
You killed me.
I am dead now. Nothing is left and noone can ever replace you.
DEAD
Dead
Empty
Abandoned
Dead
Posted by PM80 on April 12, 2005, at 8:58:49
In reply to You Said You Would Still Be With Me, posted by AdaGrace on April 11, 2005, at 10:26:48
Ouch. There is so much feeling (feeling of being dead) in these thoughts. From a "creative" standpoint I find this very good because of its simple, plain words. But otherwise I sympathize with how horrid it feels. This hurts so much it is hard to find words ample to describe even half of the feeling. I too loved wrong, and I too have discovered the other girl. It sucks.
You WILL get through this. It is not your fault. This is not because of you. I'm sorry that you have to face this. In the long run, you deserve someone who will love you as much as you love him. This person who cheated on you is NOT that person.
Posted by Damos on April 12, 2005, at 17:40:20
In reply to You Said You Would Still Be With Me, posted by AdaGrace on April 11, 2005, at 10:26:48
Oh Gracie,
I remember how hurt I was when I found out that Michelle was sleeping with someone else less than a month after we lost Katie, and when we were still talking about the future. He was a colleauge and married with kids and she wasn't the first and she was never able to tell me - just a series of BS stories and excuses. Always wanted to hate her for that just don't know how. Blame myself for all of it. The fact that he beat her and took her for everything she had only made me hurt more. Love can really suck!
Posted by dove on April 13, 2005, at 10:50:37
In reply to You Said You Would Still Be With Me, posted by AdaGrace on April 11, 2005, at 10:26:48
I have often wished I could just hate and loathe instead of love. It would be so much easier, at least that is what I tell myself. I tried it once, tried to hate the one I love so I wouldn't be vulnerable, and it failed in so many ways. Resulting with me being hospitalized, as I no longer valued my own life. Life--love is so painful, it gets me so mad.
dove
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