Posted by dove on April 13, 2005, at 10:50:37
In reply to You Said You Would Still Be With Me, posted by AdaGrace on April 11, 2005, at 10:26:48
I have often wished I could just hate and loathe instead of love. It would be so much easier, at least that is what I tell myself. I tried it once, tried to hate the one I love so I wouldn't be vulnerable, and it failed in so many ways. Resulting with me being hospitalized, as I no longer valued my own life. Life--love is so painful, it gets me so mad.
dove
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