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Posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 7:22:08
I am posting
Posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 9:35:37
In reply to For KK as promised, posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 7:22:08
i always did like a man of his word :)
thank you scott for posting (i almost typed potting... gg, what's that mean???? hmmmm????)\
now, scott dear, where did we leave off? i believe you were just about to tell me how beautiful i am. how wonderful i am. how much you'd love to see me in vermont. and i even think i was pretty darn close to that pony.....
i hope this weekend was a good one for you dear. i really really hope so....
take care doll.
Posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 10:31:55
In reply to Re: For KK as promised, posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 9:35:37
I'm taking my meds, I'm seeing Cory this Friday, I'm hanging on as well as I can.
I know I have good things, I just don't care. I care enough to not go tromping off on the final walk, but not much more than that.
This isn't an attention-getting ploy, trust me, this is not the kind of attention I prefer.
The only readson I'm even posting is because I told you I would.
Posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 11:12:50
In reply to Re: For KK as promised, posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 10:31:55
mr vermont,
have i told you lately how dashingly handsome you are? perhaps i've neglected to inform you of that small bit of information. i'm sorry if that slipped my mind.
you mentioned that you are taking your meds. WOWSA!!! hooray for scott! that's a wonderful step! i know it's very hard to continue one med after another after another when the last one didn't work. but, remember the story of goldie locks and the three bears? if she didn't try all three chairs, she wouldn't have found the perfect one! so, maybe this is the perfect med for you and maybe it isn't. but, if it isn't then maybe, jsut maybe the very next one you try IS!!!!!! and what a truly WONDERFUL day that will be dear!!! (and please do remember that it does take a bit of time to tirate up to the correct level. i know that i have to take (GASP) 400 mgs of topamax for it to work properly and it makes me a bit more dense than i already am (ha, is that possible?) but, when i take it properly (about 55% of the time (spank me)) i don't get depressed!!!!!!!!)
you said you know you have good things... well, at this point you still know you have good things... you're still rational at this point. you're rational enough to KNOW you have good things. you know your girlfriend loves you (with ALL of her heart!!!!) you KNOW your children love you (and what beautiful, intelligent, loving, remarkable, caring, emotional, creative children those are!!!!). you KNOW you have wonderful friends. friends like jon (he's still available, right? :)) who'd be right by your side if you called him for anything. you have a beautiful home.
and of course you aren't trying to get attention dear. you're expressing your emotions. no one's suggesting that. you get attention by your brilliant posts dear (and your rugged good looks of course). all of us hurt at times. and we're entitled to express that hurt in one venue or another. if we can't express it here, where else can we?
scott, thank you for posting. i worry when i don't hear from you in a while. and it's been a while dear. don't make me wait another while again, or i may just show up in vermont :) (just kidding of course, unless you thought i was serious and began making the bed in the guest room!)
Posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 12:30:21
In reply to Re: For scott, because he's a great guy..., posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 11:12:50
(attempting to be the "old" Scott for a moment)
Goldilocks is a criminal. Unlawful trespass, larceny of private property, damage to private property, and flight to avoid apprehension. She's hardly what I would call a role model for outstanding behavior.
I have to skip the part about spanking you. I have inorgasmia right now and I'm so (edited, but rhymes with "corny") right now that I feel like tomorrow morning, the crack of dawn might actually be in trouble.
Yes, I have good things. I don't care that I have good things. The only thing I care about is that I realize i don't care, and I know somehow that is wrong, so I'm trying to focus.
But hey, I'm at work, and I'm smiling to everyone I see, and no one but Babble knows. I'm a very good liar. That's good enough for now. If it's not, too bad. It's all anyone is getting out of me.
My email server is down today (another spam attack... someone out there really needs to find something productive to do with his or her free time), so if you emailed me, I won't get it until tomorrow at the earliest.
I'll keep posting Karen for as long as I can. Call it respect for you and a promise I want to keep. And that's all I'm promising.
-Scott (sort of)
Posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 12:58:12
In reply to Re: For scott, because he's a great guy..., posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 12:30:21
now respecting me is something i can PROMISE you is a very new reference i've never heard about me!! (but, i must admit i have something of a black hole memory (hey, and that's something i heard just today too!!! a very lovely person told me that.. maybe i can hang onto that catch phrase for a while?)
you can spell, you can type... move over zen (and jai, and all done, and miss honey, and ghost, and emmy, and jay, and elle, and spoc, and kid and nearly every other babbler on the market...) scott, will you enter into a committed, nonmarrital relationship with me? what about the rest of them? can they come too? can i at least pick my favorites? (ha! i won't pick until you answer!!!! not that i have favorites of course!!!!)
you spelled goldilocks correctly! and she's a criminal too! you clever dog you! i never thought aobut that aspect... now, what about sleeping beauty... what did she do wrong? (and am i putting you on the spot here?) and also, prince charming? is he looking at jail time for something (other than that dreadful dye job.. bah!) no girl in her right mind falls for a man with blonde hair anyway (of course every female babblette who is married to or seeing a male with blonde hair is going to speak up on this point and i'll reply with something sweet of course but!!!! in the back of my head i'll be thinking ('ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!' so! speak up at your own risk!!! :)
inorgasmia: now, i wonder, if you suffer from that all of your life, if you take lexapro, will that automatically reverse this condition? hmmm....... it's worth a shot, right? (and inorgasmia sounds like a rare breed of salt water fish anyway..... Ok, i decided to delete what i was going to write.. thank me mr bob or don't but i know you want to :)
about your good things... focus scott focus.... great scott!!! (ok, i jump at the chance to use that corny phrase).... you have (i'll list some of them....)
*a rare breed of salt water fish (now, if you are indeed so depressed that you cannont concentrate this far, see above)
*your typing abiloities (note, i alas have none)
*basic math skills (again, i have none.. wanna see? i thought one could travel 500 miles in 5 hours.. think i'm kidding? and i thought it could be done travelling 60 mph.... and while i felt stupid upon the realization of my denseness, i'm sharing to make you feel better, or at least so you can laugh at my expense (and i do hope you are laughing.. this is just one karenism.... i'll start making a calendar one day, if i become president)
*you can have bonfires anyday of the week (and naked ones at that.. who wouldn't be jealous? i am!!!)
*did i mention those typing and math skills?
*did i mention the bonfires?
*your wonderful sense of humor that you can still keep up, even while depressed.. you still have the ability to make others laugh even while feeling like crap. thank you for making me laugh.
*you're a good liar! that'll get you very far in this world! look at our president! hey, scott in 2004!!!!!!
*i like you, you like me, let's get together and hug a tree....
thank you for continuing to post. thank you for respecting me (ha! that's a new one for me! honestly! i can't even say that my mother or friends respect me (perhaps because they know me?). but, perhaps in time, i'll change your mind dear.. i look forward to changing your mind :)
take care doll.. keep your chin up (especially since that salt water fish is around...)
see you around (i better!!!)
kkps. i respect you more than you imagine!
Posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 14:42:16
In reply to you promise you'll respect me in the morning?, posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 12:58:12
You're very nice to me, Karen. I hope I'm worth it.
I'm leaving for the day. I do not know if I am going to post tomorrow or not. I am not in a very good mood right now. If nothing else, I will try to email, ok?
I don't feel like being around anyone right now.
-Scott
Posted by partlycloudy on July 12, 2004, at 15:13:31
In reply to Yes I respect you, posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 14:42:16
Scott, sorry you're not feeling up to posting. Your presence is really missed! Please take care and know that we're thinking and rooting for you.
pc
Posted by B2chica on July 12, 2004, at 15:29:03
In reply to Yes I respect you, posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 14:42:16
>>I don't feel like being around anyone right now.
i can certainly relate to this feeling (((((Scott))))). i'm sorry you are feeling this way.
You are really an awesome guy. i just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts, please take care.
please know we're here for you when you're ready.
and i'd love it if you could smile even if even just for a second?? what if i said one word..."log"?? anything?
Please take the time you need and be well. BUT!! i'll be looking for your posts in the near future.
;^PB2c.
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