Posted by karen_kay on July 12, 2004, at 11:12:50
In reply to Re: For KK as promised, posted by Scott in Vermont on July 12, 2004, at 10:31:55
mr vermont,
have i told you lately how dashingly handsome you are? perhaps i've neglected to inform you of that small bit of information. i'm sorry if that slipped my mind.
you mentioned that you are taking your meds. WOWSA!!! hooray for scott! that's a wonderful step! i know it's very hard to continue one med after another after another when the last one didn't work. but, remember the story of goldie locks and the three bears? if she didn't try all three chairs, she wouldn't have found the perfect one! so, maybe this is the perfect med for you and maybe it isn't. but, if it isn't then maybe, jsut maybe the very next one you try IS!!!!!! and what a truly WONDERFUL day that will be dear!!! (and please do remember that it does take a bit of time to tirate up to the correct level. i know that i have to take (GASP) 400 mgs of topamax for it to work properly and it makes me a bit more dense than i already am (ha, is that possible?) but, when i take it properly (about 55% of the time (spank me)) i don't get depressed!!!!!!!!)
you said you know you have good things... well, at this point you still know you have good things... you're still rational at this point. you're rational enough to KNOW you have good things. you know your girlfriend loves you (with ALL of her heart!!!!) you KNOW your children love you (and what beautiful, intelligent, loving, remarkable, caring, emotional, creative children those are!!!!). you KNOW you have wonderful friends. friends like jon (he's still available, right? :)) who'd be right by your side if you called him for anything. you have a beautiful home.
and of course you aren't trying to get attention dear. you're expressing your emotions. no one's suggesting that. you get attention by your brilliant posts dear (and your rugged good looks of course). all of us hurt at times. and we're entitled to express that hurt in one venue or another. if we can't express it here, where else can we?
scott, thank you for posting. i worry when i don't hear from you in a while. and it's been a while dear. don't make me wait another while again, or i may just show up in vermont :) (just kidding of course, unless you thought i was serious and began making the bed in the guest room!)
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