Posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2009, at 5:22:18
In reply to Re: hospitals round the world, posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2009, at 5:18:29
I think they are kinda like washing machines.
Or maybe it is that puppies are more like washing machines than is commonly supposed.
Don't get me wrong the heartache seems particular and not just any other can soothe...
But the paticularities seem to have more to do with the kind of relationship
For me at any rate
Not just anyone can fulfill that role for me
But different people can
I just need someone to to function
(I'll mourn past hurts and losses don't get me wrong)
But I just need someone to function
Someone... Someone...
Who I click with
Who wants to work with me.I wish I didn't need anybody. I wish I didn't.
Or I wish I could get what I needed from the world.
From my supervisors or friends or by some combination of the two.
Other people seem to be able to do that.
I don't.
Part of my freak-out was realizing that most others here do a lot more socially than me
I'm actually quite isolated - but I'm actually quite lonely
I simply don't know how to relate
Don't know how to do itI'm going to join the gym.
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