Posted by susan47 on April 3, 2009, at 23:20:02
In reply to Words mis-begotten, but gotten nonetheless, posted by susan47 on September 27, 2008, at 19:39:58
Because now when I phone, and I have been very very bad today, I actually phoned three times and listened and what I heard was the room is being dropped and interference is being brought in so that I cannot hear the end and this must be aversion therapy, to stop my brain from going into that groove, and I cannot phone anymore because if I do I will be found out, here, at this end, and all my whole life will come crashing to an end once more, because first, at first when I phoned today, his voice sounded different. And now it's harsher, it's harsher than it was, and all of that is my imagination because I KNOW he wouldn't fool with someone's reality like that. And the reality I'm beginning to feel is FALSE and what is real is NOT what I think it is.
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