Re: How?

Posted by susan47 on February 20, 2008, at 23:45:01

In reply to How?, posted by susan47 on February 2, 2008, at 20:04:35

Listening to Bach, the Goldberg Variations, thinking that this is within reach, that I could have done this, and done it well, really well. With the right teacher, with a mind that was unbroken it all could have been done. I wonder whether the doing of it in my mind will make it all right, will make it all bearable, that it didn't get done when the possibilities were there. I wonder whether and when I will have courage to trod this path again. I want the courage. I want to be unbroken. I wonder whether anything I have written means anything to anyone but me. I wonder whether and why life is worth living. Why the life, if not the ability to live it fully? Why the waste?
Why me.

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