Posted by susan47 on December 23, 2007, at 9:46:20
Smoking mj makes me think too much. Thinking is offensive to the soul. It makes me anxious, nervous, overwrought and strung out. And the thoughts that come are usually negative ones, ones of blame, and self-doubt, and worldly passions and desires, things that should be Out of my consciousness, not Into it, not It. The thing, the thing about drugs is that they seem to make it better, but they exacerbate things in a way that seems acceptable and functional ... and wonderful. The desires part of it, was wonderful. But it's gone now. It's gone anyway.
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