Posted by Joan797 on July 24, 2006, at 0:19:13
In reply to who's in charge? ((joan)), posted by jpj on July 22, 2006, at 23:05:28
You see, I think this thread is about my lack of will power to take charge of myself. To be able to say, "Get your own bloomin' glass of tea" or "No, I don't think I will stay here while you all go out and play, and furthermore I don't want to go play with you". It always seems to come out in a witchy way that sprouds horns, not self esteem. But alas, recognizing the problem is the first step to solving it........Hardy har har.....if only I could make the second step and the third and the fourth............on soooooooooooooooo many issues........
Janie, my dear friend. The fact that you know and acknowledge my loss is indearing to me. You even know who I am, although I haven't seem hide nore hair of you in eons.............I love that. I love that alot. You made me cry, but in a good way you know. Those words,,.......the princesses, Mr. Man..........you know me. Yeah, you really know me.
However, you have been through something as well and I am not sure how to digest the information I read on social. Time seems to lose track of me as well as I do of it. I have no idea when we last spoke, but remember some of the conversation. I had no idea, and I feel less of a friend for not knowing. I am sorry you have endured that. So very very sorry. Feel free to e-mail if you can. I don't respond when I should, just ask Sabrina ClearSkies and Damos. I have yet to respond to their condolences....and can't muster any mindless dribble talk either....I am a sham. A fake. An attention seeker, who cannot be a true friend. Alas........I suck. I am going to try tomorrow morning to send out some e-mails. You hear that guys????????? I am going to attempt it in the morning.
By the way, I've been drinking less these days. I haven't hauled my rotund behind completely up on the wagon, but I have a foot on the running board.
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